intership offer

on saturday i skipped class
to attend International Creative Studies workshop
its a company who wants to educate the future designers
and offers classes that school or any other places doesnt teach

the company, ICS, was organized
by real working professionals
that also teach at several colleges in korea

it was one day workshop
in short period of times
i had a chance to take three classes
1. 5mins and 1 hour: design exercise class
2. sound design
3. theory of color
most interesting class was color class
it def opened my eyes in different way
i wish it was longer
the professors there were very talented and well educated
couple profs. from pratt
one prof from cranbrook
it was def honored to meet real working designers/professors

the end of the day
we watched the movie, objectified
and had wine party/protfolio reviews
i only had two projects in soph.
and current projects that i was working on-
i had good critcs from those professionals
and unexpectly, the designer who graduated from cranbrook
asked me if i need an internship-
and he would like to work with me winter or summer
i found out those designers also own small design consultancy called, FEIT

we shared our business card and ended the day
hopefully i get more offers
so i can choose right internship for next summer//
it was def productive day!!!
(also i get to see my friends too!)
yay me!



i love letters!
i love email, facebook, chat...video chat
but mostly air mails are the best
i dont care i receive it or not
just the surprise and happiness the person
who will see my letter in the mail box
makes me so happy!
(even though i have to wait 2 weeks for the person to receive...)
(i can be so patience when it comes to air mail)

so far i received five letters from two of my friends :D
thank you kristen and grace
i am so lucky i have friends who send me a letter :)
i love you guys♥

its okey you dont have to send me a letter to be my friend
i love you all♥

my random post on air mail
i think this is first time i post alot in a month o_o
this def tells you that i am really bored

exactly a month left til school is over
few of my classes are ending in three weeks
...or two loL
ahhh i want this to be over with!

for those of you who are in school-
good luck on your finals :)

ps. my last picture..loL
i saw tropicana melon latte in vanding machine
i had to get it!!!
as sound very weird
it actually tastes pretty good
idk about latte part...its more like juice loL
it was only 50cents o_o!


even though digital sketching takes LONG TIME-
i randomly decided-
what da hell// i am sketching on my wacom today

even though there are lots of pointless
sketches and renderings to do-
while i am here
i guess i am gonna practice my digital sketching-


summer sketches

bunch of useless cellphone sketches


flexable laptop concept

new concepts def inspired me o_o!


i found this clip-
live fried fish dish in china
its pretty disgusting and sad
isnt this...animal? lol
fish abuse????



a year ago-
my friend, kristen, recommended me
to start this thing called moly_exchange

simply you exchange your moleskin
with ppl around the world

i joined moly_portrait_2 about a year ago
some ups and downs
i only had one moly from sweden
and i am waiting for another one to come

i drew myself on mine
and drew rob on his-
now looking back...
o m g
i want to fix myself




i believed that coming back to korea and study design in different but familiar environment would help me succeed later plan-
or at least learn something new that i would never know at ccs-

everything was just fantasy i guess

maybe i shouldve stop everything when the plan didnt go smooth as we all thought it would be....
i shouldnt forced it....
now what it comes is...just wasting my semester and wasting my energy-

its so sad to talk about my own country's education system-
it just makes me mad so much that i had to say it...

7 classes....7 projects.....6 days a week but total of 12 credits

how ridiculous this is....
how unnecessary action.....a risk i took
....oh shut up heidi...
you knew it was a risk :/

anyway ive been sketching so much
i mean i am taking 7 studio classes
i should be sketching while i am sleeping right?

but the depressing part is
i hate all of my sketches
i am not having fun at all
my designes are all shitty
i think i am loosing my abilities to sketch...even think-

different environment, people,...culture....
i thought they would innovate me...
or at least keep me inspire-

dry....too dry here

i dont remember "fun" in sketching anymore-
i miss my friends
i miss detroit
i miss my old desk
i miss life

i am so ready to go back


after pages-

size will be max of 10x17"

foilo cover trials

qualities are shiitty on purpose :P
after four trials-
i think i am gonna go with last one//
hope i dont change my mind...again